Swell Voyage https://swellvoyage.com Liz Clark and the Voyage of Swell Sat, 07 Aug 2021 18:34:55 +0000 en-US hourly 1 https://wordpress.org/?v=6.4.3 140050093 Land-Lubbing, Do-Gooding, & Dirt-Dabbling https://swellvoyage.com/2021/02/land-lubbing-do-gooding-dirt-dabbling/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=land-lubbing-do-gooding-dirt-dabbling https://swellvoyage.com/2021/02/land-lubbing-do-gooding-dirt-dabbling/#comments Fri, 26 Feb 2021 00:15:11 +0000 https://swellvoyage.com/?p=8541

Happy Cappy trying out my land legs.

 

It’s been a while since I wrote a personal update. It’s taken me a long time to process all my feelings surrounding this big life transition from more than a decade as a permanently nomadic sailor, to a land-lubber living on a small island in the South Pacific …

It’s no surprise that after 14 years with Swell as my only home, 3 of them writing my book aboard, I was ready to try something a little different when, Swell: A Sailing Surfer’s  Voyage of Awakening, came out in 2018. At the end of the book tour I felt a sense of closure of this first part of my voyage, a longing for something different, and a serious need for rest, comfort, and replenishment. I was out of balance after working so hard on all that went into finishing the book, while also living aboard and keeping up with the normal daily life chores like hauling water, cooking meals, and scrubbing the hull. Managing a 9-5 workload while nautically “glamping” had worn me to a frazzle.

My partner Tahui and I were going strong and we’d been saving every penny for a down payment to buy a piece of land for ourselves (although the idea of land “ownership” is still something I find strange, it’s how it works for the moment…) I yearned for a land adventure: Growing food, growing roots, joining a community. A series of magical events and some loans from generous friends and family helped Tahui and I acquire a special place to call home at the end of 2018.

Not half bad.

 

Moving to land was strange and wonderful all at once. My heart was a bit lost not sleeping aboard Swell, but luckily she could be moored in front of our spot. I often spent clear nights camped out in the cockpit, or would putt out to Swell in the afternoon, to enjoy the familiarity of my little floating world (and fight the termite infestation that had taken hold while the Swell was hauled out during my book tour). Meanwhile ashore I was enjoying the newness of sweeping standing up, showering standing up (with more water than usual!), a refrigerator that opens vertically, a bed with an actual mattress, a drawer for my underwear, and most thrilling … a WASHING MACHINE! The simple luxuries of land life made me feel grateful at every turn! The owner even sold the house with all the furniture in it, plus there were mature avocado, mango, and guavas trees!? It really seemed too good to be true… I think I waited this long to tell you, because I was afraid if I wrote about it, it might just dissolve into a dream.

I got a thrill from unfamiliar land things like watching the trees change through the seasons, learning how to compost, hearing the birds outside and the rustle of leaves, seeing the sand shift along the shoreline, planting an herb garden and eventually growing some veggies. I learned the names of the local plants. I ran around the yard in the evening to stretch my legs, bathed a bit more than usual, and hung my clothes out on the line in the sun–not worried about them blowing off into the sea. While spending more time on land was different, I was still in a remote place that demanded an appreciation of simplicity and simple joys–it felt just right.

There was a clear feeling of responsibility to be the best stewards possible of this new place. I had so much to learn. Little by little I got to know each of the trees, the flowers, the contours, the bad weeds, where the sun hit and different times of day. At the same time I was observing the community, listening, and trying to figure out where I could be of help. Ever since Amelia’s passing, I’d been helping animals, but had to find a way to host a mass sterilization event on the island. There is a serious overpopulation of dogs and cats. Puppies and kittens are constantly found abandoned, most people have more animals than they would like, because they can’t afford to sterilize them. Little by little Tahui and I collected more and more animals too… (currently at 6 dogs and 2 cats!)

The animal welfare issues were glaring. The environmental issues numerous. The need for youth empowerment and cultural valuation great. I’d been waiting for the book project to be over to dive into more hands-on activism work; it was finally time. A few my island friends also wanted to do more for their community. So we got together and started a non-profit organization to focus on solving local issues relating to animal welfare, environment, and youth. We called it, A Ti’a Matairea, which basically means “Stand up for your island” in Tahitian language. Our small but dedicated group of “Island Protectors” was born.

 

Climate strike with the A Ti’a Matairea Island Protectors.

 

Island Protectors Beach clean up!

There has been so much newness all at once. It’s weird not to be constantly thinking about bad weather, broken boat equipment, caulking, or chaffed ropes. Swell gets frequent visits, but my new life is grounding and satisfying me in such an obvious way that I know this is the right path for me for now. Plus with most of the Pacific closed to travel due to COVID, it’s a good time to be growing roots. I know I will sail again, when the time it right…

So while enjoying the novelties of land life, I’m working hard on bringing the dog sterilization project to fruition. We also started an overseas adoption program for stray and rescued animals (temporarily on hold with boarders closed…). We organize beach cleanups and speak in schools about single-use plastic. We’ve been working with the local municipality to create anchorage zones that would help prevent yachts from damaging the live coral with their anchors. And I also work remotely on the board of directors with my sea sisters at Changing Tides Foundation on an array of projects aimed at empowering women to protect the planet.

I’m learning that perseverance and patience are needed in this kind of work just as much as in sailing. The paths to solutions are often convoluted and confusing. There are no simple answers. It takes teamwork, dedication,  and collaboration with an array of people from every walk of life to implement lasting positive change. And being a foreigner adds another layer of challenges. But I love it, it’s really feeding me for the moment. After so much time living out my personal dream, I feel a great need to give back now and make the world a better place. With the ecological crisis mounting and so many suffering–both human and non-human–it helps ease the nagging feeling of despair to lean into hope, into action, into love…

And so little by little, day by day, we do what we can to make a positive difference. Surfing in the clear blue waters of the South Pacific is still my treat at the end of the day, and always reminds me why I must keep up the good fight to protect this amazing planet and all of it’s inhabitants…

If you’d like to learn more about A Ti’a Matairea or make a donation, please check out our website!

To raise funds for our work, I am selling beautiful, signed, 20″ by 16″ finely printed photo posters of iconic Swell Voyage photos by Jianca Lazarus. 100 % of profits go toward our work here in the South Pacific. Great for framing in a kids room, or for inspiration for anyone to follow their dreams. Click here to check them out!  (**Posters are on hold until further notice, my mother who does the shipping is moving so check back with us soon!)

 

Life is always asking us to go within and listen to the calls of the heart. This has been an exploration & invitation to draw new lines on the canvas of life.

 

BEFORE: Poor lil puppy found at the dump. We named her Hina after the Polynesian goddess of the moon

 

AFTER: Hina in her forever home in Ojai thanks to our overseas adoption program and her loving new family.

 

Sunset on Swell with one of our puppies before his overseas adoption journey.

 

Still plenty of surfing going on!

 

 

Single use plastic education out in the field.

 

Composting for healthy soils and reduced green house gases!

 

Environmental education field trip to the island landfill with A Ti’a Matairea.

 

Mape and Ati getting ready for their big adventure to their forever homes in California.

 

This is why we do the work.

 

Tahui presenting to the kids about plastic pollution.

 

Call to action with the Island Protectors for yachts to respect live coral and anchor in the sand.

 

Another beach left cleaner than we found it.

 

Post-surf mango party with our dog, Sister.

 

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Swell Posters for a Good Cause https://swellvoyage.com/2021/02/swell-posters-for-a-good-cause/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=swell-posters-for-a-good-cause https://swellvoyage.com/2021/02/swell-posters-for-a-good-cause/#respond Wed, 24 Feb 2021 03:38:09 +0000 https://swellvoyage.com/?p=8568

Swell Posters for a Good Cause: Limited Edition, Signed Photo Posters!

In an effort to raise funds for my non-profit here in the South Pacific, A Ti’a Matairea, I’ve printed & signed some limited edition, fine art posters. They are 20″ by 16″ and ready to add some dream-chasing inspiration to any wall in your home or office. These gorgeous images were shot by the amazing Jianca Lazarus, and ALL proceeds benefit our animal welfare, ocean conservation, & youth empowerment programs with, A Ti’a Matairea. We are an all volunteer organization, so every penny goes toward our projects. Posters are shipped by my dear mother from Big Island, Hawaii.

Thank you for helping us make the world a better place!

Love,
Capt Liz

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VOTE 2020!! https://swellvoyage.com/2020/10/vote-2020/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=vote-2020 https://swellvoyage.com/2020/10/vote-2020/#respond Tue, 06 Oct 2020 21:36:51 +0000 https://swellvoyage.com/?p=8447

By sail or by mail or any means necessary, get your ballots cast by November 3rd! Photo of Swell by Jody MacDonald

 

Has there ever been more riding on one election? Climate change and the fate of our planet, police reform and systemic racism, environmental protections for our air, water, and oceans, female reproductive decisions, protecting public lands, the pandemic and the economic downturn that has come with it, the integrity of our democracy, and SO. MUCH. MORE. I know. It’s been an overwhelming period full of change and challenges and learning. But I can tell you from experience, that there is no “sailing away” from the issues we are facing as a global community.  We must stay empowered, inspired, and hopeful. My fellow U.S. citizens, what happens in the U.S. affects the entire world, so whether you are living in the US or abroad, we must flex every bit of our power to protect our planet and those most vulnerable right now! And that means ensuring we cast our in the upcoming election this November 3rd.

 

With the pandemic bringing new obstacles to the voting process, I want to encourage you to make your voting plan as soon as possible! Vote the planet! Vote the people! Vote the ocean! Vote climate action! Vote social justice! Instead of thinking, “Oh it’s only one vote, what does it matter?” … Think of it as if your one vote is representing all of the people around the world and the wild animals who cannot cast a vote in this election. So much is on the line right now!

Awesome reminder to Vote by my friends at Changing Tides Foundation, Kindhumans, & Encinitas for Equality who got together to send the message to the world with their surfboards in the sand!

Are you sure you are registered? Do you prefer to receive an absentee ballot? Will you fill it out and mail it back, or drop it off at your local polling place? Do you prefer to vote in person? Do you know when your polling place opens? Many polling places are open before Nov 3rd, so you can drop by and vote or drop off your ballot before there’s a line! Lyft is even offering free & reduced rides to the polls on Election Day.

 

Speaking of polling places, the US is facing an unprecedented shortage of poll workers due to the pandemic. This could mean closed polling places, long delays, and extra challenges to voters. If you are living in the USA and at minimal risk for COVID19 and want to help ensure that we have a safe, fair, efficient election for all voters, you can sign up to be a poll worker in your community. Patagonia, Inc along with a coalition of businesses and nonprofits helped launch Power the Polls, to recruit a new wave of poll workers — especially among younger, more diverse populations that have not historically filled these roles. Power the Polls  will direct you to the application for your community. You’ll need to fill out the application and then, once the city contacts you, attend a training, so act fast! Most states pay poll workers for their time too.

 

The presidential race is clearly a big one, but we need change on all levels, and that means learning more about the candidates in your local and state elections, along with Propositions and Measures on the ballot for your zip code. Ballot language for measures—propositions, initiatives, etc—can be very confusing, so do some research and make sure you understand whether a Yes or No aligns with your values. We recommend looking at a voter’s guide written by a person or organization that you feel represents your values. Check out voters guides by League of Conservation Voters, Sierra Club, and Planned Parenthood. For local candidates and ballot measures, google a guide local to your voting area by a source you trust. A few internet searches can be really helpful! Your vote matters!

 

Useful links:

Lastly, a little reminder to take a moment during this wild time to center yourself and fill up your cup as much as possible right now. My morale has been up and down lately, but I’ve been doing my best not to get overwhelmed and paralyzed by all the dark news and madness right now. We need those working for a better world to stay strong, active, and vigilant right now! Sending love to you all. Xo, Capt Liz

 

 

Take some time to connect with the Greatness, center yourself, boost your immunity, and feel the joy and love in the world, despite all the wackiness of this current time.

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10 Tips for Self-Isolation, Learned from Life at Sea https://swellvoyage.com/2020/04/10-tips-for-self-isolation-learned-from-life-at-sea/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=10-tips-for-self-isolation-learned-from-life-at-sea https://swellvoyage.com/2020/04/10-tips-for-self-isolation-learned-from-life-at-sea/#comments Thu, 16 Apr 2020 21:37:43 +0000 https://swellvoyage.com/?p=7898

It has been a long time since I sat down to catch you up here on my blog. After the book project, I needed time away from the keyboard. A lot has happened since, and I will share more of that soon, but while the whole world is being asked to practice “social distancing” (including me here in the South Pacific), I thought it might be helpful to share some of what life at sea has taught me about living slower and more isolated from others.

COVID-19 has stopped us all in our tracks. Aside from our courageous medical teams, and those on the frontlines working to keep the vitals of our society running, “self-isolating” is the best way for most of us to be helpful during this critical and uncertain time. The spread of the virus itself is scary, as is the financial future for so many right now. We don’t know what the future holds or how long this will go on, so how can we shift away from feelings of anxiousness and make self-isolation a more positive experience?

We must remember that within any adversity, lies opportunity. Feeding our fears does no good; it’s up to us to adjust our focus to the upsides of being isolated. For most of my adult life I chose a lifestyle of isolation aboard Swell. At first, solitude and the unknown brought up fears of scarcity, loneliness, lack. But once I got out there, I realized those fears were unfounded, and that a slower, more isolated life actually held numerous benefits, both for me and for the environment.

Within a short time, the important things in life became more apparent–my family, my health, food and shelter. Superficial worries like having the latest consumer trends or wearing a stylish outfit melted away. This made life delightfully simpler, as did having limited resources aboard Swell. Not being able to dash to the store forced me to be resourceful and creative with what was on hand. It became a fun challenge. Oh the satisfaction of finding the perfect upcycling use for what otherwise would have been trash!? Old sails became sun covers, worn out wetsuits became chaffe guards, plastic bags were washed and reused countless times, broken equipment rebuilt, and custom upgrades made from just what I had onboard.

I also gained a deeper appreciation for simple things, especially food. Since stores weren’t always accessible, wasting food was out of the question. Meals centered around maximizing my provisions by asking myself, what’s going to go bad first? I quickly saw that overstocking food meant it got stale or moldy before I could finish. Rather than over-provisioning, it was better to do more with less. I learned to use the whole fish, cherish those broccoli stems, rotting bananas became banana bread, a quick re-heat in the oven brought the crunch back to chips or crackers. I also became more conscious of what I purchased, because my ‘waste’, was stored aboard Swell until it could be dealt with appropriately.

Along with learning how to do more with less, there were many personal benefits of spending time alone. Isolation helped me to get to know myself like never before. I began to notice my bodily rhythms, and shape my days accordingly. Increased self-awareness and less distraction, amplified my intuition and gut feelings. And those tendencies in my character that I knew I needed work became glaringly clear. Solitude in nature also opened up a spiritual connection to the Great Mystery all around me. I felt the unity of all things, and that made me feel part of something wondrous, and want to do more to protect our precious Earth.

And then there was the luxury of time–there seemed to be more of it when living isolated. Time to be present, time to reflect. Time to dream. In the modern whirlwind of life, this COVID-19 ‘time-out’ is clearly a chance to be more present than usual–with ourselves and our loved ones. It’s a rare hiatus from demanding routines, providing a moment to think about where we are in our lives, and where we are going. Time to consider our habits. Our patterns, our beliefs, our purpose, our focus as humans. The trajectory of humanity!? Do we want to alter course? How can we steer towards the life of our dreams, help others more, and restore ecological harmony on the planet? How can we re-imagine a world where all beings can thrive?

Here are a few more insights from my years at sea to hopefully make this period of social distancing more enjoyable:

  1. ACCEPTANCE. Resisting the current situation is futile, so accept that this is how it’s going to be for a while. When the wind would shift out of my favor on passage, I often griped and groaned about it for a while. I soon realized that being negative was only making everything worse. Once I’d let go and accept the situation for what is was, it was easier to laugh about it, and focus on the silver linings.
  2. GO OUTSIDE. When nothing makes sense, or inspiration is running low, nature provides a fresh perspective. If I felt tugs of loneliness or just energetically stale, fresh air renewed, the swirling clouds inspired, the sea surface soothed, the sun rays uplifted, the expansive horizon restored my hope. Get out and explore those trails near your home, spend a night under the desert sky, take a long beach walk. Even if it’s just getting out in the backyard, it feels good. Be present, dissolve into the details, and let nature work its restorative magic.
  3. SLOW DOWN. You do not have to be productive all the time. I personally struggle at this, but we are in an unprecedented pause from the incessant hustle. Let’s take some time to properly relax. Most of us at home are coming down from the constant adrenaline from the pace of daily life, so let’s loosen the reins a little, and not be hard on ourselves about it. If your body or mind seem to want more rest than usual, listen!
  4. WHEN YOU CAN’T GO OUT, GO IN. There is an inner universe accessible for us to explore if we take the time to go inward. I kept a daily journal on Swell that helped me check in with myself. I wrote down things I could improve on and goals and dreams for the future. I made gratitude lists when I was feeling down. And slowly but surely I became comfortable sitting in meditation and connecting to a dimension beyond the physical. So turn off the internet. Grab a pen & paper. Or get comfortable somewhere, close your eyes, observe your mind, your breath, and non-visual senses. Listen closely. Can you sense the cosmos beyond the chatter of the mind?
  5. SHARING IS CARING. I used to stash dark chocolate bars on Swell in my underwear drawer when I had crew aboard. But I always felt guilty eating them alone, so they would end up going bad anyway. Hording food and household supplies might momentarily make us feel more secure, but it’s not in the spirit of solidarity and compassion that we must embrace to overcome this pandemic. Plus much of it will likely be wasted. Food waste accounts for roughly 8 percent of the global greenhouse gas emissions causing climate change, and 1 in 9 people in the US are food insecure!? So please donate to local food drives if you overpurchased. We’re all in this together!
  6. MAINTAIN YOUR SPACE. When the inspiration to be productive hits, start with making sure your living space is clean and organized. This is especially important when spending long periods in the same space. Oh, and maybe it’s time change your clothes and brush your teeth? I know from experience that isolation can lead to ‘slackening the lines’ on hygiene. Honestly my hairbrush is one of the least used items on Swell, but when it’s time, it’s time… you’ll know. And after you’ve tidied up, get going on those little things you always want to do but never have time for. Oil that squeaky hinge. Strip your wax and fix the dings on your magic board. Sew the holes in that pile of clothes waiting to be repaired. Clean out your closet, and make a donation pile. Tighten the handles on those kitchen cupboards. Clean the windows. Whittling away at the to do list can be so satisfying.
  7. BE RESOURCEFUL. Do more with less. What can you do, fix, create using only what you have around you? Make it fun. Let this be a theme of your time in self-isolation. I get such a thrill out of finding solutions for my needs using what would have otherwise been thrown away. Tropicat’s litterbox was made from a discarded plastic motor oil container that I found in a boatyard. I fashioned a coral-friendly dingy anchor out of an old brake drum and a piece of floating line from a discarded fishing net. What’s lying around that can be turned into a swing for the kids, a flower pot, coffee table, wind chime? Repurposing saves money, stimulates the mind, and lightens our footprint. For extra inspiration, look online for upcycling ideas!
  8. SELF CARE. Put some extra energy toward making yourself feel good at least once a day. This could be as simple as trimming your toenails, drinking a tall glass of water when you wake up, laying in the sun. Do you need some alone time if you’re isolating with others? Take some deep breaths. Read. Write some affirmations and say them aloud. Cook something healthy. Or my favorite, dance! Many of us can’t access our usual exercise routines, so it’s essential to find a way to incorporate some fitness into our days—use YouTube to find a training or dance class video, or join some of the ‘Live’ yoga, breathwork, & exercise classes available online and support your local instructors. Afterward, maybe a bath sounds good? Make an exfoliating scrub from used coffee grounds + coconut oil and scrub every inch of yourself!
  9. GET CREATIVE. Do not give in to boredom. I honestly never have this problem, as there is always something to do on Swell, but it’s so good for us to be creative. So dust off your sketch book, sit down with your guitar, plant a garden, or herb garden. Learn how to make homemade bread. Paint. Try new recipes. Write a poem or song or letters to loved ones. Make homemade oatmilk. Learn some new knots. Create a vision board. Research that subject you’re curious about. Listen to music. The options are endless! Doing something outside our usual routines stimulates new ideas and gets good feelings flowing.
  10. BE PRESENT WITH YOUR CREW. For those isolating with partners, parents, kids, or friends, it’s a special time to be extra present with each other. In the midst of the usual rushing and multitasking, we miss out on connection. But I learned very quickly that when sailing with crew for extended periods, it’s super important to check-in with each other often to make sure everyone’s feeling good. As simple as asking, “You good?” can go a long way. Be lovingly direct, so that little misunderstandings don’t build into a groundswell of tension. And carve out a time in the day to be very present with your crew. Don’t check your emails. Bring your mind back when it sneaks off. The effects of making yourself more emotionally and physically available to those around you are immediate and heart-warming. It brings the vibe up, kids behave better, anxieties dissolve, we feel safer, happier, and more hopeful.

Sending everyone so much love right now! We will get through this! And hopefully resurface stronger, more cohesive, and ready to help shape a better tomorrow.

Big Hug, Capt Liz 

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Swell’s Book Trailer: 4 Minutes from Life at Sea https://swellvoyage.com/2019/02/swells-book-trailer-4-minutes-from-life-at-sea/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=swells-book-trailer-4-minutes-from-life-at-sea https://swellvoyage.com/2019/02/swells-book-trailer-4-minutes-from-life-at-sea/#comments Wed, 06 Feb 2019 01:06:34 +0000 https://swellvoyage.com/?p=5719 In case you didn’t get to see it at one of the book tour events, here’s a look at the short film from Patagonia Books, made by Chris Malloy and Kellen Keene, as a trailer for the book. I love how it turned out! It’s making was an adventure in itself! Thank you Chris & Kellen, and special thanks to Todd Hannigan for the beautiful scoring.

 

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SWELL-ing!! Accolades & the Story of the Cover Photo. https://swellvoyage.com/2019/02/swell-ing-accolades-book-trailer-the-story-of-the-cover-photo/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=swell-ing-accolades-book-trailer-the-story-of-the-cover-photo https://swellvoyage.com/2019/02/swell-ing-accolades-book-trailer-the-story-of-the-cover-photo/#comments Wed, 06 Feb 2019 00:52:05 +0000 https://swellvoyage.com/?p=5707

Swell’s cover photo by Jianca Lazarus.

The out-pour of love for my book, Swell, has my heart soaring! After giving everything I had into sharing my story with the world, it’s been so rewarding to receive all the wonderful positive feedback via messages, emails, comments, and awards since it’s release. Swell sold out of it’s first round of printing in less than four months! It won GOLD in the Living Now Book Awards for Inspirational Female Memoir AND was hand selected by Amazon Books in the Best Books of 2018 AND Best Memoirs of 2018. Wow!? I couldn’t be more thrilled. Thank you all for the support, it’s amazing to see Swell’s ripples of inspiration turning into swells of humans living more inspired, courageous, and environmentally-aware lives!!

For those who couldn’t make it to one of the book tour events, I wanted to share the story behind the cover photo. In July of 2017, I’d just finished the last round of editing on the book, and it was time to shift focus to the book’s photography. I offered thousands of photos from the duration of the voyage, but there were a few gaps that needed filling, since not all of my photos as a jane-of-all-trades single-hander were worthy of making the book. So I called my sea sister and magical photographer, Jianca Lazarus, whose photography work is brilliant. She was up for the adventure, and flew down to meet Tahui and I on a remote atoll in the South Pacific. We spent 3-weeks and 750 nm touring through some remote outer islands. Jianca shot every imaginable Swell task, angle, sailing life activity, in and out of the water. She has endless energy for her passion and I love working in her bright, inspired presence. For the cover, Patagonia Books and my beloved photo editor, Jenning Steger, had given us minimal guidelines with which to be creative: “We need to see Liz and the boat”. We’d tried several ideas but all came out looking rather cliché. Until… An hour before Jianca had to catch her plane home, she had an idea.

“Get in your swimsuit, and meet me in the water!” Jianca said as she loaded her camera into its water-housing. I was exhausted. We’d lost the self-steering on the final passage, and Tahui and I had traded off steering for 3 days straight in strong trades to get Jianca back to where she could catch her plane. Making this trip was already a stretch for me after being so heavily focused on finalizing the book’s writing for the first half of the year. Swell’s maintenance had been pushed down on the list, and we lost the starter motor on the first passage, as well as the transmission control!? It was the wrong time of year to be going against the trades, plus Swell’s short-wave radio was not working properly, EPIRB battery and liferaft packing well out of date…but there was no time to get everything perfect, we buddy boated with some friends to increase safety, but it was definitely an adventure!

Anyway, back to the cover shot… So Jianca had a vision … she asked me to put on a weight belt and stand under Swell’s hull underwater. I didn’t really get it, but I followed instructions. We both took a deep breath and went under. Somehow in that moment she captured the essence of all that this sailing dream has given me–strength, confidence, humility, my own unique femininity, the courage to rise again, and the knowledge that anything is possible when you truly believe in it.

Thank you, Jianca and Patagonia Books, for believing in my story, and giving your all to this book.

 

The book’s designer, Mary Jo Thomas, even had a dream that I looked like Venus in the classic “Birth of Venus” painting by Botticelli in the cover photo.

 

Swell underway with her new 3di North Sails , shot by Jianca Lazarus, from the s/v Moondog, thanks for the escort, Quintin & Macy!

 

Tropicat and me in our happy place. Photo by Jianca Lazarus

 

After 3-days of hand steering in heavy trade winds. Taped hands and weary eyes on the approach to landfall. Photo by Jianca Lazarus.

 

Swell wins GOLD Living Now Book Award!!

 

Speaking about my journey on the Swell book tour in Torquay, Australia. Photo by Jarrah Lynch.

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Swell Book Release & Tour! https://swellvoyage.com/2018/03/swell-book-release-tour/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=swell-book-release-tour https://swellvoyage.com/2018/03/swell-book-release-tour/#comments Sat, 17 Mar 2018 01:26:42 +0000 https://swellvoyage.com/?p=4505

It’s here!! I received my first copy of my book! It feels pretty wild to hold the culmination of a lifetime of dream-chasing and three plus years of writing in my hands. I’m proud of the manuscript, but the way it came together artistically just blows me away! I can’t give enough praises to my team at Patagonia Books–illustrator, Daniella Manini, designer Mary Jo Thomas, photo editor Jenning Steger, director Karla Olson, and editor Sharon AvRutick, along with many others at who gave such expertise and attention to detail to make this book turn out so beautiful.

I hope that sharing my personal story will empower others to follow their hearts and dreams, to love their own flaws and imperfect stories, to take their own adventure no matter how small or how big, and seek to feel connection with all life. I read Tania Aebi’s Maiden Voyage as a young woman and it opened my mental horizon to the possibility that I, too, could be a captain and sail the world. The greatest reward for sharing my story, will be to see where the next generation of young sea adventurers, especially the ladies, will sail.

If you’d like, you can order my book here. And/or you can come to one of these book tour stops next month!! All events are free and no tickets needed. I will be showing the book trailer video, talking story, reading passages, and signing books. There will be limited edition posters & cups (free), T-shirts, and of course books available!

 

BOOK TOUR EVENTS

 

Tues 3/27 – Kaimuki Bookstore, Da Shop

3565 Harding Ave

Honolulu, HI 96816

808 734 7159

Event 6pm

10% of sales go to Changing Tides Foundation!

 

Weds 3/28 – Patagonia Honolulu 

940 Auahi St, Honolulu HI

808.593.7502

Time: Doors 6:00PM, Event 6:30PM

 

Thurs 3/29 – Patagonia Haleiwa

66-250 Kamehameha Hwy., Haleiwa HI

808.637.1245

Time: Doors 6:30PM, Event starts at 7:00PM

 

Mon 4/2 – Patagonia Cardiff, San Diego

2185 San Elijo Drive, Cardiff CA

760.634.9886

Time: Doors 7:00PM, Event 7:30PM

Live Music & Book readings

 

Tues 4/3 – Hobie Surf Shop Laguna Beach
294 Forest Ave, Laguna Beach, CA

Time: Doors 7:00PM, Event 7:30PM

949-525-2251

 

Wed 4/4 – Shoreline Yacht Club

386 E Shoreline Dr, Long Beach, CA 90802
Time: Doors 6:45, Event 7pm
Hosted by Women’s Sailing Association

 

Thurs 4/5 – Patagonia Santa Monica

1344 4th St, Santa Monica Ca

310.395.6895

Time: Doors 7:00PM, Event 7:30PM

 

Fri 4/6 – Patagonia Ventura

235 W Santa Clara St, Ventura CA

8056436074

Time: Doors 7:00PM, Event 7:30PM

 

Sat 4/7 – Sandbox, Santa Barbara

414 Olive St, Santa Barbara, CA

805) 770-8177

Time: 7pm

Art show, Live Music, & Book readings

 

Sun 4/8 – Bang the Drum, San Luis Obispo

950 Orcutt Rd, San Luis Obispo, CA

(805) 242-8372

Time: 4pm

Live music by Carmine Terracino, and the Turkey Buzzards, Brick oven pizza

 

Tues 4/10 – Patagonia Santa Cruz

415 River St, Santa Cruz CA

831.423.1776

Time: Doors 7:00PM, Event 7:30PM

 

Weds 4/11 – Proof Lab Surf Shop
244 Shoreline Hwy, Mill Valley, CA 94941

Time: Doors 7:00PM, Event 7:30PM

415-517-8155

 

Thurs 4/12 – St Francis Yacht Club, San Francisco

99 Yacht Rd, San Francisco, CA

(415) 563-6363

Time: 7:00PM

 

Fri 4/13 – Patagonia Bend

1000 NW Wall St #140, Bend OR

541.382.6694

Time: 7:00pm

Proceeds to Changing Tides Foundation and Protect Our Winters

 

Mon 4/16 – Patagonia Portland

1106 West Burnside Ave, Portland OR

503.525.2552

Time: Doors 7:00PM, Event 7:30PM

 

Thurs 4/19 – University Bookstore – Seattle

4326 University Way NE, Seattle, WA

(206) 634-3400

Time: 7 PM

 

Tues 4/24 — Patagonia Austin

316 Congress Ave, Austin TX

512.320.8383

Time: Doors 5:30PM, Event 6:00PM

 

Weds 4/25— Patagonia St Paul

1648 Grand Avenue

651.698.1703

Time: Doors 7:00PM, Event 7:30PM

 

Thurs 4/26 – Patagonia Chicago Mag Mile

48 E Walton St, Chicago IL

312.640.5934

Time: Doors 7:00PM, Event 7:30PM

 

Mon 4/30 – Patagonia Pittsburgh

5509 Walnut St, Pittsburg, PA

412.214.8388

Time: Doors 7:00PM, Event 7:30PM

 

Tues 5/1 – Patagonia Bowery – NYC

313 Bowery, New York, NY

212.228.2514

Time: Doors 7:00PM, Event 7:30PM

 

Thurs 5/3 – Farias Surf & Sport – Ship Bottom
2800 Long Beach Blvd, Ship Bottom, NJ

609-923-0749

Time: Doors 7:00PM, Event 7:30PM

 

Fri 5/4 – Ashworth by the Sea Hotel (with Cinnamon Rainbows Surf Co)

295 Ocean Blvd, Hampton, New Hampshire 0384

603-918-7999

Time: Doors 7:00PM, Event 7:30PM

 

Tues 5/8 – Zeal Optics Headquarters- Boulder

1230 Spruce St, Boulder, CO 80302

(303) 449-9322

Time: Doors 6:00PM, Event 7:00PM

 

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So Hard to Say Goodbye https://swellvoyage.com/2018/02/so-hard-to-say-goodbye/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=so-hard-to-say-goodbye https://swellvoyage.com/2018/02/so-hard-to-say-goodbye/#comments Tue, 27 Feb 2018 23:46:57 +0000 https://swellvoyage.com/?p=4412

 

As many of you already know, I lost my dear ‘furst’ mate & feline soulmate, Amelia aka Tropicat, on the first day of the year. She was attacked by a dog two days earlier, and didn’t survive the wounds. It’s been almost two months now, and I still miss her every day. The grief process feels like trudging through deep mud–there’s no way to hurry to the other side. But losing a loved one forces us to connect with our faith and the deeper questions about what life is about. It has reminded me that I must be sure to continue using my voice for good, and to spend my precious days here on Earth for my passions and for service to the world.

Although missing her hurts, I feel a bit of solace knowing that I did my very best to give her a life of love, fun, and freedom. We climbed mountains together, literally! She was such a fierce, courageous soul, and I feel so lucky to have shared the time we had together. I believe souls are eternal, and that there is so much more to this life than we understand. And so I will try to carry on in her spirit, knowing we will meet again somewhere, somehow…

Tropicat always reminded me to:

  1. Ignore people who don’t see your magic.
  2. Be brave and try new things.
  3. Trust and go for it when it feels right.
  4. Carry yourself nobly.
  5. When in doubt, be fierce.
  6. The only limits are the ones we put on ourselves.
  7. Express your truth clearly and directly.
  8. Do what you love with presence and intensity.
  9. Surround yourself with people who understand you.
  10. Let your needs be heard.
  11. Be proud of who you are.
  12. Get plenty of rest.
  13. Don’t lose your cool. But if you do, express yourself boldly then put it behind you.
  14. Make people laugh.
  15. Stay wild.

I created an animal welfare fund in her honor, and Tahui and I have already been working towards launching a spay/neuter/free vet services project in French Polynesia. You can donate here if you’d like to give something in her honor. Thank you to all of you who already donated!

Amelia’s Animal Welfare Fund

A video by Teva Perrone, in honor of Amelia:

Miss you wild one… Photo by Jianca Lazarus

Here is a letter I wrote to Amelia 11 days after she passed:

 

My dearest kittybaby Amelia the Tropicat,

It’s been eleven days since Tahui and I buried you on our favorite sunset point, and I still can’t believe you’re gone. My best friend, my precious furry soul mate sista, my wild ball of teeth and claws—why does it have to be this way?

I don’t understand why you had to go so soon. I miss you like hell. I would give anything to rewind time and change the events of that fateful morning. Why did you have to be so fierce in the face of that dogbeast? Why didn’t you stay where you were safe? And why didn’t I just pick you up and take you inside instead of letting you strut around like you were the boss and let you get yourself into trouble? I guess I respected your ability to make decisions for yourself, because you always made wise choices on our adventures. Except that time you ran under the car on the way to our forest office, that was really stupid, but you never did it again. It wasn’t like you don’t know about mean dogs. Practically all our friends have mean dogs that you’ve had to avoid on visits to their houses over the years. This was no exception. Why weren’t you more careful? I’m so sorry I got in the middle of things, maybe I made it worse by shooing you away from him. I’ll always wonder.

I’m so sorry for the pain you suffered in the aftermath. I cry every time I think about your face in those last awful hours. In theory I believe that we are all spirits, and will all return to the other side and be reunited. And that maybe we have already lived fantastic lives together, or something mysterious and wonderful like that. But right now it doesn’t make up for the silent void, the emptiness in my broken heart as I’m left trying to figure out how to go on without you here in the flesh. I’m so lucky Tahui has been such a rock for me, like he always was for us. Thank you for bringing him into my life. I know it’s not the only reason you ran off for 42 days on that islet three years ago, but it sure was a wonderful outcome and made up for the grief you caused me wandering through the mosquito ridden jungle lonely and calling your name for weeks on end. But thanks to your long absence, Tahui had time to convince me with his helpful gestures and company, that he was the sweetest, most sensitive guy in the world who could understand my love for you and angst that you were missing. I’m happy I said yes when he asked me out on a date for Valentine’s day that year. And I feel lucky that he got to know and love you and that I have someone to reminisce with about you and your antics. It’s amazing that your enormous personality fit inside a small cat body.

How spoiled were you when Tahui caught fish for you. Remember all those nights, when he would sit on the aft deck and jig for your dinner after a long day of hard labor and then cooking dinner for me while I was still at the computer writing my book? I can see the two of you out there under the stars, him waiting for a bite, and you poised peering over the edge, watching enthusiastically. And when he caught one he would let you bat at it, and then cut it up into small bites just how you liked it. He misses you too.

Along with bringing Tahui into my life, the amazing thing that came out of your disappearance on the islet was when I was so desperate to find you that I contacted the ‘pet psychic’ or ‘animal communicator’. The extraordinary Jonquil Williams was able to contact your spirit. She told me what you were thinking and why you’d run away. The details she knew made me understand that it wasn’t a hoax, and when everything she said about your eventual return to me panned out absolutely like she said, I knew that I had to learn how to telepathically ‘talk’ with you on my own. When you came back, I kept my word about making your needs for land time a priority. Tahui helped me build the desk in the forest where I could write and you could play. It was the perfect solution and I’ll never forget how you would hop out of the dinghy, cross the street, and climb up to our spot on the hill all on your own. Sometimes I’d look up to see you sprawled out at high altitudes in the mango tree above me, pleased and feeling superior.

Those excursions weren’t always easy though because when it started getting dark, you wanted to stay on land and I was ready to go home. The mosquitoes would be out and you wouldn’t come to my calls and I would sit and practice telepathic communication with you. The mosquitoes biting me didn’t make it any easier, but I learned to quiet my mind and listen for you—not just for a rustle in the brush, but for some communication with you though the cosmic pathways. I never knew if I was really hearing you or if I was just making it all up in my head. And I was never all that good at it, but these meditative moments always brought you back to me. Sometimes I thought I’d clearly hear you tell me something. Sometimes I would wait and wait and hear nothing. But through those many hours trying to become my own ‘pet psychic’, I broke through some of my own limiting beliefs and walls in my mind. You’d give me a little clue, just a single word or image flashing through my mental projector–enough to make me puzzled yet always enough to help me find you. Being open to this marvelous idea that I could communicate with you in something beyond the physical plane changed the whole way that I saw the world. I’m forever grateful to you for this. I know that I should be able to hear you now, but my sadness is still so loud that it’s difficult. People will think I’m crazy, but I think what’s even crazier than learning how to talk telepathically with animals is shutting ourselves off to the infinite possibilities that life can hold when we move beyond solely taking things at face value in the physical world. And accepting common beliefs without question. You taught me that anything is possible with enough love and time.

But even then, I’m filled with a wad of regret right now. This last year was so busy and I wasn’t able to be as present with you as before. The sickening irony is that I lost you the day that the book project was finally over, plus I had spent the few days prior sulking over a small detail on the cover that didn’t matter nearly as much as spending time with you. I’m finally finished with the book and now you are gone. It makes the ending to this tenuous work of my soul so bittersweet. In spite of all those long hours I spent writing and dialing in the manuscript aboard Swell this year and the years prior, you stuck by me. You reminded me to take some deep breaths when you would lay across my hands as I typed, or try to take up half my little desk space aboard Swell with one of your sprawling naps. Only when I didn’t get up for too many hours in a row did you ambush me to let me know we were long overdue to stretch our legs. You were the boss. I clearly never convinced you of my dominance, but I did convince you that you would be safe if you stayed near me and that I always had your best interest at heart. I know you loved me in your own way. I know you know that I understood your need for freedom and adventure.

Remember our first ‘walk’ together? Remember the beaches we explored and the mountains we climbed? And the first time you saw the wide open horizon at sea, tipping your nose in the fresh salty air? Remember how you’d lay in the middle of the pool table at the local restaurant? And the only time you’d cuddle me at night was on overnight passages because you were scared? And how seasick we both were on that first long passage together? Remember when you fell in the water for the first time and got so mad you spit and hissed? And when we hit that rope with the dingy that night and you launched off the bow into the dark waters? I never saw an animal swim faster, not even a fish. Remember the time you jumped back into Tearenui’s car when I wasn’t looking, and went back to the party with him? Or the time we laid in that field and you chased dragon flies for hours while I watched the crescent moon setting? And when you caught your first fish off the foam board? Or when we walked all the way to the airport that day to pick up a package? And when we camped on the motu and you caught rats way up at the top of the palm trees. And when we would go paddling together in the canoe? And dance under the full moon. And watch sunsets from our favorite rock.

You didn’t give your affection easily. I had to earn it—to learn and understand you. But those moments when you would jump up and lay with me briefly, or the early hours of morning when I’d feel you kneading in my hair–they were worth all the frustrating hours trying to look for you in the bushes when you’d run off, and all the bloody scratches from your crazy pent up energy attacks. And even the two times you sent me to the doctor with Cat Scratch Fever. Oh god remember that day after Tahui and I picked you up from your 42-day excursion and you jumped out of the car when we stopped to say hi to his friend and we drove off without you!? And that day on the main island when you swam out to the dinghy because you were scared of the dogs scavenging in the trash cans and I looked everywhere for hours and thought I’d lost you? Or those nights you spent wandering in the city when we were tied to the docks in Papeete. Remember our rides on that motorbike? And when I would lift you up in the dinghy and then Tahui would carry both of us to land when we didn’t want to get our feet wet? Or how you learned to climb up and down the ladder in the boatyard. And had every cat in 10 miles waiting longingly for you below Swell in the yard. And what about when you scratched the cat-sitters dog’s eye so badly that you got kicked off their boat while I was away and you found yourself another lady who adored you in the boatyard?

I know living on a boat wasn’t the ideal life for you, but I admire you for making the best of our floating life. I know you hated surfing because you hated being left alone on the boat, but I hope you will now ride waves with me in spirit.

After so many adventures, you still trusted me. You still came back at the end of (most) forays and jumped into the dinghy on your own. I was lucky to have your brave, regal company for the time that I did, and I hope that this great mysterious Universe will bring you back to me somehow. I do feel your spirit, and I hope you can stay near. But know that you have my deepest blessings on your next journey, wherever it takes you, and that what I truly want for you is whatever it is you want for yourself. I see you in my mind’s eye wherever I go. I know what you would be doing at any given moment, and what every sprig of your fur, and whip of your tail, arc of your whisker, and pad of your paws would look like. It helps but it hurts at the same time.

I know I must be patient and have more faith. And trust that your loss will seed new beginnings. That your leaving is making room for something else. That this will expand me and open my heart even wider, like my other hardships. But damn, right now I don’t want anything but you back at my side. I know that the freedom and respect I gave you finally led to your parting, but even in this heartache, I don’t regret it because I know you wouldn’t have been happy any other way. Loving you so deeply, albeit wishing it could have been longer, feels like the greatest kind of gift. You blazed in and out of my life like a shooting star, and I can only be grateful for the bright, magical ride we shared.

Be free wild one. I know you will be in the sparkles on the sea, in the wind that brushes across my ears, in the rainbows, and the moonbeams. And my heart will always be with you. XOXO

 

 

 

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Steer With Your Heart: Film Release! https://swellvoyage.com/2017/08/steer-with-your-heart-film-release/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=steer-with-your-heart-film-release https://swellvoyage.com/2017/08/steer-with-your-heart-film-release/#comments Fri, 04 Aug 2017 21:41:30 +0000 http://swellvoyage.com/?p=4127 Today, I’m super excited to share a short film that came about through the love and encouragement of dear friends. My surf buddy and filmmaker friend, Teva Perrone, was the stimulus behind it. He spent hours editing and fixing my amateur footage, and pushing me to keep working on it despite my juggling the book writing, boat maintenance, and all the rest. Without his efforts, this film would not have come to fruition. Once we got rolling, my sea sister Leah Dawson offered us the use of her beautiful song, “Feel Your Heartbeat”. I know you’ll love it! The full music video for the song is embedded below the film. Tearenui Sagues, another friend here in the islands, scored background music for the film too. My mom-away-from-home, Frederique Perrone, even translated the French subtitles. Deep thanks to all of you.

The footage comes from many years of voyaging aboard Swell. It’s shot on cameras GoPro donated to my voyage, by different friends and crew along the way. The way the film came together, is similar to the way this whole voyage has –through love, collaboration, and people who believe in each other’s dreams. So pop yourself some non-GMO popcorn and take 18 minutes to enjoy a motion-picture peek into what I’ve lived all these years.

I’m also excited to report that my recent voyage aboard Swell was a success–700 nautical miles, whale escorts, unexpected meetings with friends, sharks galore, rendezvous with the wild and talented Jianca Lazarus to take a few last photos for the book, and plenty of fun new adventures for Amelia the Tropicat. I’ll fill you on all the awesome details in my next blog!

Here it is, Steer With Your Heart, enjoy friends.

Cliquez sur l’image ci-dessous pour la version avec des sous-titres français!

 

Watch here for the full version of the featured song, “Feel Your Heartbeat” By the amazing Leah Dawson!

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On the Move + Steer with Your Heart Film Trailer https://swellvoyage.com/2017/06/on-the-move-steer-with-your-heart-film-trailer/?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=on-the-move-steer-with-your-heart-film-trailer https://swellvoyage.com/2017/06/on-the-move-steer-with-your-heart-film-trailer/#comments Fri, 30 Jun 2017 08:31:52 +0000 http://swellvoyage.com/?p=4091 Swell is on the move! After 3 years of writing my book (to be released April 2018!), I’m finally free to roam the sea again. Getting Swell back into voyaging mode over the last couple months has been both exciting and frustrating, but the projects were ticked off one by one, and Swell took to the open sea again mid-June with her new North Sails! After working out some kinks in the engine room in the city of Papeete, we’re poised and ready again to head out on a new adventure. I can’t help but smile as I type that… :) With Tahui (my sweet hunk of a man) and Tropicat as her crew, Swell will sail wherever the wind blows this weekend.

As I write this, I’m anchored as near to the wifi signal in the bay as possible in order to announce the upcoming release of a new short film, Steer With Your Heart, brought to you with love by dear friends and supporting companies. Music and edit of this trailer thanks to my extraordinary sea sister, Leah Dawson. Next blog will be the full 18 minute film, directed and edited by Teva Perrone, produced by Patagonia, Inc, featured song by Leah Dawson, and with special thanks to GoPro for the cameras that collected this footage through the years of voyaging.

I hope this blogs finds you living inspired and chasing your own heart’s callings! Enjoy the trailer…

With love and wishes for your biggest dreams and desires fulfilled,

Captain Liz

 

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